Thursday, December 30, 2004
heh.. so has anyone watched Facelift? =) there's this carpenter who's super cute! heh =) ok lah.. he's handsome.. heh.. he's called paul.. yup.. look out for him! hahahah! =)
i finally went to register for my basic theory test today!! hahahahah! i'm so proud of myself.. hahahah.. went with bee.. yup.. =) then so irritating.. had to wait so long for my number to be called.. then i fell asleep.. wahahahah!
and i'm still very upset!! 'cos i can't find my jeans!! don't have my size!! arrrgghh.. i don't care.. i'm going back to topshop at wisma and dig and find my size.. hahahah! i trust God that it's hanging there waiting for me to buy it.. hahahahah! i'm really desperate.. hahahah! went to ALL the topshops in singapore.. i think.. hahahah.. suntec's, wisma's, paragon's, bugis's.. hahahah! does anyone know anymore branches? hahahaha! my current jeans are getting too loose lah.. it's either i'm lost weight.. .which is very good news.. or my jeans are just wearing out.. heh..
i'm going to meet my classmates tmr!! heh.. although i'll have to leave very early for dinner and the arise briefing with some of my caregroup people.. but never mind.. it's ok.. =) then we (my class) plan to have a bbq at east coast on the last day of this year.. heh.. like a countdown bbq kind of thing.. yay!!!! heh =)
i bought a precious moments DIY cross-stitch coaster for pamela for her christmas present! heh.. started doing abit just now... but i think i used too many strands of thread.. so i'll have to unpick what i've already done and redo.. =( never mind lah.. it's fun! heh.. =)
i was reading The Precious Blood Of Jesus.. by Kenneth E Hagin.. this mini book that jiahao gave us for christmas.. Jesus's blood CLEANSES us from all our sins... unlike in the old covenant where the blood of animals just COVERED our sins.. yeah.. Jesus has taken away all our sins ONCE and for all on the cross.. =)
i just bought a max lucado book.. have been wanting to get his books.. bought Come Thirsty.. read abit of it already.. started off as a story.. yup.. i feel that his books are really good.. 'cos they are very easy to understand.. yup.. and they are just anointed lah.. heh.. =) the first book i read of his was He Chose The Nails.. that book was really really good.. go read it yup? =) i think i gave it away 'cos i can't find it in my house anymore.. want to buy another copy and let bee and serene read.. heh =)
have you people read the Da Vinci Code? hai.. i don't know lah.. these books are written by the world.. i mean.. we just go by the Bible yup? all the theories and stuff in the Da Vinci Code i feel is just like man-made.. they are just theories.. whereas stuff in the Bible is God's Word leh.. heh.. solid stuff.. =) He is the Way, the TRUTH, and the Light.. =)
for those people whose family/close friends/relatives are not believers yet, just continue trusting God yup.. =) it is by His faith, not by our own faith.. =) God is good and He knows our heart.. =) am i making sense? heh.. aiya.. you get what i mean lah.. heh =)
REFLECTIONS
4:30 PM
heh.. my mornings have been the same for these past three days.. i would wake up at eight plus, then go back to sleep, then wake up again at ten plus, lie around in bed... then finally get out of bed and.... watch tv! hahahah! there's this really nice show on channel five called Facelift.. yup! by debbie travis.. it's this home renovation show whereby the team would secretly change the look of a person's room without the person knowing it.. yup.. it's really really cool.. heh =) yesterday's was about an italian husband who wanted to surprise his italian wife.. by changing their basement.. and he was so emotionally and nervous that he cried when his wife came home and saw the huge transformation.. their marriage was quite shakey i think.. and it was meant to be an anniversary present too.. heh... really really sweet.. =)
ok, i think the show has started! i'm going to watch it now! heh.. =) write more later =)
REFLECTIONS
4:07 AM
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
actually i've got alot alot of say.. but i'm just lazy to type everything down.. too many things already lah.. heh... my good friends will know that i'm like that one... take very long to get things done.. heh.. =)
anyway, just wanted to share about what was preached during sunday service.. pastor said that God told him that
God has been to your future, and He says that it's VERY GOOD! =D praise God!! =) that was what He told me during hm5 camp too.. He told me that my future is secured and i don't have to worry a single bit! heh.. =)
like the previous years, pastor would always ask us to bring three requests to God.. every year my requests have been the same.. 1. my family and friends' salvation 2. my 4 As and 1 A1 for my A levels and my entry to NUS Medicine and a very well-paid job 3. this one i cannot say lah.. hahahahahah! yupyup!
you know yesterday i suddenly felt the joy of the Lord! heh.. it was sooooooo special.. hahahaha! really leh.. i felt so happy.. for no reason at all.. heh.. =)
yesterday night was so fun! my caregroup was chatting online on msn.. heh.. almost all of them lah.. then we message bombed janiah 'cos it was her birthday.. heh.. i'm so blessed to be in this caregroup.. and it has really changed from last year.. 'cos now there are more people and everyone is just so nice! heh.. =)
ok, i'm going to eat my lunch now.. and later i want to go and get my jeans!! and shoes!!! and shop some more! hahahah! =) merry christmas! =D
REFLECTIONS
3:42 AM
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
wow.. finally i feel like it's my holiday.. heh.. i've got no plans for today.. for now i'm just going to stay home and rest.. heh.. =) i finished my work already.. it was only an eight-days job.. so silly right? hahaha.. AND... silly me lah.. i didn't go and ask my boss to sign my timesheet earlier to get my pay.. so now i'll have to wait until NEXT january 25th to get my pay.. =( anyway my korkor just told me that his girlfriend said that this insurance company, AIG, has admin temp jobs.. $7 an hour!!! praise God!!!! =) i tried calling the HR person, but she wasn't in.. will try again later! =)
yesterday during service, pastor was talking about faith.. and my dear God can do
exceedingly abundantly above all that we can ever ask or think of (ephesians 3:20)! so why should i settle for less when my God can give me much much much much MUCH more!! =) i trust Him that i'll be able to get a job that pays alot alot alot! and even $10 per hour! and as some of you know, i really want to be a doctor.. that's my dream.. but the Bible says that God can do exceedingly abundantly above all that we can ever ask or THINK of.. soooo.... i'll be someone even greater! heh.. it's not about being ambitious or boostful you know... i really really trust Him and i know that my God is able and He'll not disappoint me.. =D He wants to bless me with all that He has, which by the way is ALOT, so why not take all that He has for me? =) the world may say that we are proud and ambititious.. but you know what? we know that our God can! be like the woman with the issue of blood, she pressed in towards Jesus.. reach out in faith! our dear Daddy in Heaven wants to bless us, but are we willing to take His blessings?
history makers five was really a very memorable experience for me.. is that the right word to use? anyway, yeah.. the services during the camp were more of praise and worship than of preaching.. but you know what? it was good.. deacon was sharing with us that before we left for camp, pastor told him that he felt that God was emphasizing on praise and worship, and on ministering.. pastor told deacon that it's ok if praise and worship drags very long.. and i know that this word is really really from GOd.. 'cos the praise and worship during the services really touched me.. i mean.. God touched me.. and i can really feel Him talking to me and just loving me. =)
you know now i've like entered another phase in my life.. 'cos my A levels are over, and now it's like 6 months of holiday.. and 6 months is really a long long time.. how i spend these six months is really up to me you know... and many people may be worried about whether they can find a job, or what will they do during these six months.. but during the praise and worship sessions, God told me that my future is secured.. that my 4 As and 1 A1 is secured.. there was really just such great peace you know.. and rest.. i really really really felt God.. and during each and every praise and worship session, i was so touched by my dear God that i just spontaneously cried.. hahaha! because i could just feel His great love for me.. really really.. i don't know whether those reading this understand what i mean anot.. but yeah.. i just wanted to share with you people.. =)
then on friday morning, after a praise and worship session, we were given toilet break as the SOH people helped to like arrange the chairs in the room so that we can sit down for the preaching.. then i checked my handphone.. and i got a message from my best friend.. and something very tragic happened.. i wont share the details here lah.. all i can say is that i know that GOd wants to use me to minister His love.. really leh, i've never felt God like this before.. i believe that during the camp everyone was touched by God.. hai.. He's just so good yup? so sweet.. so loving.. so amazing.. =)
after the camp i've been spending alot of time with my caregroup.. we have carolling together, serving at christmas at orchard together, caregroup together, and all those suppers.. they are really very very very nice people.. i just feel so blessed! heh =)
this is one of the songs that we sang during hm5.. =)
into Your hands
i commit again
with all i am
for You Lord
You hold my world
in the palm of Your hand
and i am yours, forever
Jesus i believe in You
Jesus i belong to You
You're the reason that i live
the reason that i sing
with all i am
i'll walk with You
wherever You go
through tears and joy
i'll trust in You
and i will live
in all of Your ways
Your promises forever
Jesus i believe in You
Jesus i belong to You
You're the reason that i live
the reason that i sing
Jesus i believe in You
Jesus i belong to You
You're the reason that i live
the reason that i sing
with all i am
i will worship
i will worship You
i will worship
i will worship You
i will worship
i will worship You
my dear friends, Jesus loves you.. and He simply wants to bless you with alot alot alot alot alot, and pour out His love on you.. this love is not like those in boy-girl relationships, it's not those in friendships, this love is something more than that.. it's a God's love, a Daddy's love.. a love that surpasses all human understanding and comprehension.. will you accept that love? =)
REFLECTIONS
3:23 AM
Sunday, December 19, 2004
waaa... i'm at work now.. super duper sleepy.. my eyes are like going to close any second.. hahaha.. next time must bring toothpicks to work.. hahaha! then can help pry my eyes open.. hahaha! but anyway, today's the last day of work at tan tock seng hospital.. working as a patient resource assistant.. hahaha! sounds good right? but it's basically just answering calls from patients, and helping them rescheduling appointments.. yupyup.. only worked here for a miserable eight days.. but good also lah.. i'm glad that it's short.. 'cos the job is quite boring.. 'cos i don't get to change the appointments for the patients 'cos they never teach me.. 'cos i'm here for too short a time.. so i just help the patients to transfer calls, answer quesitons, and answer their enquiries.. yupyup..
there are some very very interesting patients that i encountered..
there was one patient who called.. he wanted to see a psychologist.. then i attended to him.. then he asked my name.. (it's very common for them to ask our names 'cos they might want to call back to look for us or they are just polite..).. so i said Jiayuan.. then he was like, "in english it means homeland is it?" so weird right??!! then suddenly he said, "i think you better go take your lunch..".. you know what? i think he really really needs to go see a psychologist.. hahahahahah!
there was one patient who called and said, "mushi mushi" instead of "hello".. hahahah! super funny.. then throughout the whole thing, he was like "hai! hai!".. hahahahahah! is he jap or what? or a jap wannabe? super duper funny.. i was laughing to myself while i was on the line with him.. hahahah!
there was another patient who called in.. he was bangladeshie.. then i couldn't understand what he was trying to say.. you know their english quite hard to understand one? hahahah! so i transferred the call to staff nurse.. then late rshe transferred it to this indian colleague.. then she could communicate real well with him.. hahahahah! i think they understand each other's english.. then later in the day another bangladeshie guy called up.. so i immediately asked her whether i can transfer the call to her.. then i said, "bangladesh".. then when she heard she was laughing like mad! hahahahah! i don't know whether you all get the joke lah.. but basically it was very funny on our part.. heh =)
ok, here's the last patient i want to talk about.. it's super duper sad.. actually she's the patient's sister.. then she called, and told me that her sister refused to take the medication.. it's for the butt one.. so i think need to like insert or apply the cream or dont' know what to the butt lah.. then her sister refuses to do so.. so i helped her to trace the doctor that her sister previously saw.. but then turns out that the doctor was an MO (medical officer).. so we didn't know his name.. then cannot talk to him.. then she started to cry you know.. she said that her brother is not around to help her.. and she has to single-handedly take care of her two ill sisters.. and that her sister would wake up at night and cough very bad.. then her friends say that maybe she has TB (tuberculosis).. wa! then i really didn't know what to say.. i just asked her to relax.. then i asked my colleague to help me.. then she told me to ask someone else to attend to the call.. then the other colleague was like chatting with another colleague before she FINALLY answered the call.. then it was my lunch time.. so i left the office.. i was quite worried for the caller lor.. 'cos she so poor thing.. then throughout lunch i kept thinking how i should have handled the whole situation.. i should have.. actually i also don't know what i could have done.. hai.. then when i came back from lunch break, i asked my colleague what happened.. then my colleague just told me that she tried to comfort the lady.. and tell her to tell all these to the doctor during their next visit.. then she also told me that her two ill sisters were not very mentally sound too.. yup..
anyway, ok, i think i better stop typing.. heh.. post later! =) actually i've got alot alot alot alot of things to say.. but always very lazy to post.. heh..
REFLECTIONS
1:05 AM
Saturday, December 18, 2004
Fairy tales, your love will be like an imaginary
story, you love to love, you believe you have
only one soul mate is waiting for you some
where in this world and you are sure you will
find them one day, and when you do you will
make them the happiest in the whole world.
Where will you find love? brought to you by Quizilla
REFLECTIONS
5:05 PM
